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Vertigo Or Pleasure
03:40
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I wish for a house beside the sea
That takes the time
To reflect the sky
Even when
We’re close enough to touch
I can’t feel you
I’ll take some time
In your company
We’ve reached an impasse
You dream of snow capped mountain peaks
An empty nest
That never needs to think
Even when I rest on your shoulder
I can’t feel you
So I’ll take some time
In your company
I hope that I think of you how you think of me
You have nothing to share on this coldest of nights
I have nothing I’d give without a fight
In the heart of this house I lay down my mind
Stained glass remembers more secretive times
Frozen Ariel and his acrimonious queen
Perished together on opposite streets
Don’t bother finding me
Heavy-handed words and platitudes
Skipping stones and empty gratitude
Take a swim in poisoned harbours and
Never mind the mercury
Take what you can
When I’m near
We’ve reached an impasse
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A gap to slip beneath
Forget free
To be seen
A clean hit to the teeth
To ease how I live
Friendless going day by day
Surviving only the hell to pay
Oh god
And if there is a way
To crawl into the soothing fray
I’ll try
How these days burn into nights
Heavy thoughts and hollow eyes
What I wouldn’t give or try
If only to have piece of mind
I used to hope
A nine to five
Would scrub me clean
And leave me resigned but
The bite of memories
Won’t stop for monotony
The spite of reveries
Well I get what I give
My mind won’t let me away
So helplessness is how I stay
Afloat
And it is fear that pays
The debt I owe and hold hell at bay
I try
How these days burn into nights
With heavy thoughts and hollow eyes
What I wouldn’t give or try
If only to purge my mind
Of helpless gods and grief
Regrets and poisoned sea
How heavy this earth weighs on me
And if I went outside
The sun would burn me blind
I have to stay still
It’s out of our hands divine entwined
With cruelty and might removed enshrined
No pity just lives bitten maligned
Heavy hearts bind in these disparate time
The burning pavement
It scorches my soles
There’s no way to remove myself
Except to stay still
The sun falling away
Pulling shadows past
Taking my time
Alone
Alone at last
It’s out of our hands divine entwined
With cruelty and might removed enshrined
No pity just lives bitten maligned
Heavy hearts bind in these disparate time
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3. |
Love as a Wishbone
04:45
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To ease your mind
You could make it right
Or forget about
What you did that night
Flinch away
From spoiled days
Break your knuckles
In the frame
Dry your eyes and split
You’ll burn yourself out
Hoping it gets better than this
What a pity you don’t deserve
So proud of what
Innocence never got its chance to learn
Your inquisition is close
But you’ll be getting away
I’ll find time to accuse you
On a gentler day
If you weren’t such a coward
It would show on your face
My forgiveness is just
A browbeating away
So lay your head down
Into my arms
Let me delude myself
Pull close bite in to find what’s at stake
Eden’s promise
Or love for lusts sake
I suppose it is you that I ought to thank
For taking my childish illusions away
When we first met
We were just kids
You didn’t know
Any better than I did
It was on the high road
Where I slipped
My perceptions
Weren’t paid to quit
Dry your eyes and split
You’ll burn yourself out
Hoping it gets better than this
What a pity you don’t deserve
So proud of what
Innocence never got its chance to learn
Though you seem so sure
You’re so out of place
An anachronistic
Heavy-weight case
Out on your own
Eat it up in space
Talk with your fists
Leave the rest up to fate
I never met one so vapid and brave
Just shout the world down
And keep shifting the game
And I’ll find time to adore you
On a gentler day
If you’re going to feed tonight
Hardened heart
Ring its neck and endure its cry
Your eyes they smart
Where’s the glory?
I tried
To be led by your light
Obsession without question
Let me get back to you
Even the bones would do
Enveloped by the sea
You owe me
So breathe easy because I will never say your name
I’ll skirt around the facts so you don’t have to feel ashamed
If we ever meet again I promise, I will drop my eyes
I’ve had enough of careless gazing at the sunrise
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4. |
Mordant Chest of Fluid
04:00
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Coming up when you’re alone
Hope everyone got out on time
Hope nan can still come home
Call her let her know your fine
Be a martyr if you must
But be sure that they all know
What you had to stay for
How it bends and breaks and frays
Oh these cluttered heated days
Those charming men
Dressed in barbs and smiles
They won’t be there when you come for them
Your single soul your single trial
Hope you know I can’t help you
Or maybe it’s just paralysis of mind
I wish I could welcome you in
Sit together and take some time
Oh melting days
All you know and care
Will be the first to go
While the vermin stays
How it bends and breaks and frays
Oh these cluttered heated days
Now the wicked got their way
What they took they can’t repay
Homeless flesh of the sewers
When you tire don’t worry
In this rotten world
There’s no salvation
Only lips that curl
Their empty ends
Will never justify the means
Finally
You’re made of pieces
Just like
They wanted you to be
Arms and legs and clumps of hair
Maybe now we’ll have clean air
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5. |
Putrified Sphynx
03:29
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Call for their heads
As your ego needs
And pretend
There’s something higher to please
When you grab his teeth
Hold him quick
Feel it through your wrists
When he splits
Now I’ll never know
What you’re here to justify
God you’re so petty
God you’re so empty
If this is all you got we may as well lie down
Back to sleep
Our silence they’ll keep
Let his tendons
Show his folly
Blue and red
That’s the vital story
And I’ll never know
What you’re here to justify
God you’re so petty
God you’re so empty
If this is all you got we may as well lie down
Back to sleep
Our silence they’ll keep
He’s got a point
But you’ve got a knife
Wretched idolater of the Templar Knights
When he calls your bullshit
Just twist it tight
Stay away from
Mirrors and windows at night
Sure they pull you close
And won’t leave you outside
So long you sink your teeth in what they don’t abide
But you think you’re the first
To bring a knife
To this game of blood and sacrifice
It’s funny how
You go around shaking them down
Saying you’re raiding the clouds
As you take the feeblest out
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6. |
Strut
03:04
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It’s half the fun to lay them down
Otherwise they’d begrudge the ground
Soon you will see
What you’ve been set to be
They only tried to help
When they undid their belt
And we know
That there’s a knocker at the door
Hasn’t he heard of peace and quiet
Can’t it wait till we’re done sighing?
Oh youth
Buy your inevitable
How sweet she knows how to bend
Soon you will see
What you were meant to be
Born into sweetness
Then suckled at deaths teat
And we know
That there’s a knocker at the door
Hasn’t she heard of grace and fawning?
One needs honey to catch vermin
How we wept for you
How we worked for you
How we broke our minds
So you’d have those too
I pray for restraint
When it falls to us
Was it out of love?
Or a-mortality
To take such pride in your children’s pyre
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Keep your head down
Quiet we don’t dare make a sound
We’ve been finding our own way out
Taking our own time out
When they look away
Here they don’t know
How to measure
Where you’ll end or where you’ll go
We’ve been finding our own way out
Taking our own time out
When they go away
Here they don’t know
How to measure
Where you’ll end or where you’ll go
Here they don’t know
How to measure
Where you’ll end or where you’ll go
It’s a pleasure
To belong here
Bound where the pattern ends
When they gut you
Mind your manners
Kiss their shoes see how you fair
Hands on throats teeth bite down on coats
Keep it all choked down dear friend
When they gut you mind your manners
Quietly fade into your end
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8. |
The Baron's Tea Leaves
03:08
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As the stream
Erodes away
I’ll stop by
Day after day
Pick it up again
Pick it up again
Wearing away
Day after day
Old cardboard walls
Thin paper mache
They say it’ll come down
They cheer
It’ll come down on your ears
Brave young soul
Ideologue of the ephemeral
Although the water makes it through
The windows and eaves
Brave heart
Won’t be wrested from your sleeve
They say it’ll come down
They cheer
It’ll come down on your ears
I’ll come by
Day after day
I’ll help
Redo the paint
Pick it up again
Pick it up again
Pick it up again
Pick it
Pick it
As the naysayers whisper
As they worm in your ears
Your friends and helpers drift
Beaten down by time and austere
Perhaps they say
It lies in your ego
Perhaps they say
You should concede
To the rivers will and the waters beat
It’s coming down
Let it come down
Step outside
Your vision
Your futile dream
Disintegrates leaving no slate blank
On the river bank
Here lies a body broken off life
Pick it up again
Pick it up again
I’ll be there soon
Pick it up again
Pick it up again
To make house a home
Still the stream
Erodes away
I’ll stop by
Day after day
Pick it up again
Pick it up again
They say it’ll come down
They cheer
It’ll come down on your ears
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10. |
Diana Fair
03:57
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Take it’s hide and run
Insides dissolving in the sun
Let me in
I have
Then how’d you get so close?
Melted away to your bones
We found your head upon a pole
You’ve left us mad and blind
I wish I couldn’t sympathise
How thoughtful a lie
Or just promises kept
But though you kept us out
Still you let us close
Enough to be obliterated
When you made your final choice
Shadows stained my soul
And they still unfold
Measures of memory
Heartless yet still so bold
In your promise hold me close
My heavy head beside yours
Accept our place on the pyre
Your soul once ice
Bubbling away behind
Your closed face
I only ever knew you
Once your skin peeled away
The honesty of a static grin
Bared by my sins
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11. |
Ram the Rider of Death
03:42
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What a heavy load
The horizon holds
Plumes of ash and smoke
Bodies last repose
More terrible yet
Is she who rises beyond
Scarring the sky with her
Writhing red comet soul
A bitter collision
Of apathy and greed
Untended corpses burn on
Inhuman and alone
It is the keepers of the bees
The first with souls to enter the charcoal trees
And endure the wailing that was wrought
In gilded citadels of ease
The bush burns with Gods screams
Sounds so appalling
Innocents are made comatose
Withered souls
Leading them blindly away
Ravaged out of sight
Hides the scarred eye
Behind plumes of ash and smoke
But where is the queen?
Can she still hold court?
When her halls are sleepy with smoke
A dull buzzing lives on
Though ravaged manuka trees
See no food for money
And the queen remains hidden
A bitter collision of apathy and greed
The red sun bleeds out freely
The court has gathered
Judgement must be passed
The bush burns with Gods screams
But where is the queen?
Where is the queen?
(The red sun bleeds x2)
Where is the queen?
(The red sun bleeds x4)
Ravaged out of sight
(The red sun bleeds x4)
While untended corpses burn on
(The red sun bleeds x2)
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